Work in Progress
Research. This one very simple word can bring thousands of complications in one's life.
Do I love research? Oh yes, provided that I can find myself something that is of my interest.
That one statement on itself is a dangerous one. People say that you should write on something that you love, then only you'd be willing to go to the end of the world to complete it and find the answer. However, it is always important to remember the danger of writing something that is too personal to you, as a researcher. Personal interest can result in the pursuit of trivial or insignificant questions (Fraenkel, Wallen & Hyun, 2011). We always see things that are personal to us as something big, when in fact, those things might just be a question of value, which cannot be researched. The idea of doing a research of my interest has always been a motivating factor to me, and now apparently a worrying one, too. When I write, I want to be interested in it, I want to love what I write, but at the same time, that very stand might destroy the significance of my research in contributing to the body of knowledge.
For this very reason, I have yet to decide on what I want to research on. Deciding on the topic is the most difficult one for me. It was not easy during my degree years, and it is still not, probably, never will be. As of this moment, I'm still doing my research, surveying on articles, looking at what would be something new and interesting to research on. For now, things which I find interesting and can be considered to be my research topic is somehow either (weirdly) out of my area of study (which is Teaching English as a Second Language) or not feasible in terms of time and some other factors affecting the feasibility of the particular research. Hopefully, I'll find one, soon.
Reference:
Fraenkel, J. R.,
Wallen, N. E., & Hyun, H. (2011). How to Design and Evaluate Research
in Education 8th Revised Edition. San Francisco: McGraw Hill Higher
Education.